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Heartbreak It comes and it goes But never really stops The pain is always aching Aching! Aching! Aching! Oh how I wished it'd stop I wish that you would use your key And love me like you could. My dearest, I would die for you If ever you thought I should. But the pain is always near me. Near me! Near me! Near me! And never seems to stop The torture doesn't leave me. The torture and the sorrow Forever they do stay Always aching; always throbbing Why must it be this way? The pain it doesn't wither Nor does it go away It's just there. Always there!! Haunting me, taunting me More than I can bear. But then I feel it changing The pain has started changing It is changing into hatred Hatred, bitter hatred With questions, So many are the questions Tiring my poor,and weary brain With no answers I'm left hanging Hanging! Hanging! Hanging! No answers only questions More fuel added to the fire Feeding my forever growing ire Now my blood within me boiling And my mind begins the toiling Searching for the answers Of what made things turn out so And forever I am wondering... The everlasting question Oh why, Oh why Was I not good enough? And I am thinking Yes, I'm thinking The more I think The more I rage Now my feelings they are raging Constantly I'm raging RAGING! RAGING! RAGING! Every fiber in me raging All this madness Drives me crazy And the anger it does grow The anger inside me burning Yet for you, I still am yearning Yearning! Yearning! Yearning! And my anger it is flaming Ever burning, ever flaming FLAMING! FLAMING! FLAMING! And now I'm going crazy It's the love, madness and the anger All three rolled into one No! Please not them all together I can't take them three together Oh this pain! Oh this sorrow! Will it leave me on the morrow? Go! Go! GO! But the answers the same No! No! No! It doesn't ever go! Never does it go Now I've had it Going crazy! CRAZY! CRAZY! CRAZY! The madness in me blazing Burning faster, burning higher Nothing calms my deep desire Thoughts of you they never tire All within me filled with fire Growing Higher! Higher! Higher! And I'm filling up with pain Oh such Pain! Heartfelt Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Ache! Ache! Ache! Hurt! Hurt! Hurt! STOP!!! STOP!!! STOP!!!!! What is this I am saying? This constant moaning and Bewailing? This constant anger A weakness and a failing This madness must be stopped. For what good will do my moaning And bitterness in me growing What good will it do For others who are hurting? Others worse off than me. So, I must buck up and be strong For to Act this way is wrong And forever I must go on Accepting that which is Not thinking of myself For now I've faced the test The anger and sorrow Just put them both to rest It just cannot be For this I must accept What I once dreamed of Cannot be so Once accepted the pain Will surely go And despite all the heartache, There is one thing that I have One thing that I must cherish No one can take it away from me My ability to love and care for The love of God . The love of others Doing what I can Striving to do better Striving! Striving! Striving! To put the past into the past. Life may not always be the best But still I must go on Always showing love Deep sincere love With God's help Godly love Love! Love! Love! Forever I must love. [ Go Back ] |